“I love food too much to be anorexic”
That’s the thing,
Anorexics love food.
But with anorexia
Food is no longer
Texture
Smell
Warmth
Energy
Taste
Food becomes calories
1500
1000
800
600
200
Until calories
Become chemicals
Sugar free jelly
Pepsi Max
Diet coke
…
Nothing.
Anorexia isnt about a love,
It’s about a hate,
An overwhelming hatred
For your body
For your faults
For yourself.
Starvation is merely a symptom.
Losing weight is merely a symptom.
Over exercising is merely a symptom.
Your thoughts are the poison.
Not
Your
Acts.